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Feb. 17th, 2005 01:34 pmI very rarely talk about this job on my blog, partly because nothing interesting ever happens, and also beacuse I don't want to think about it unless I have to.
However, the past week or two has been very difficult. I've been having numerous nights of complete insomnia, and more nights where sleep takes ages to arrive, or during which I wake up five or six times. Each time I wake up the first thing I am conscious of thinking about it work. It all seems to be mounting up into a dread of going to sleep, a sinking feeling every time I wake up, and a feeling of near despair when I actually get to my desk.
I suspect it may be time to dust down the CV. But what to do next?
However, the past week or two has been very difficult. I've been having numerous nights of complete insomnia, and more nights where sleep takes ages to arrive, or during which I wake up five or six times. Each time I wake up the first thing I am conscious of thinking about it work. It all seems to be mounting up into a dread of going to sleep, a sinking feeling every time I wake up, and a feeling of near despair when I actually get to my desk.
I suspect it may be time to dust down the CV. But what to do next?