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Didn't get the job, though my interview was "flawless" apparently. They didn't feel that they could offer me anything more than I already have.

Had a horrible Saturday with my brother going bonkers and threating: " I'm going to fucking get you, you fucking cunt". That was after already having been called a cunt five times already. It's a long story but he was in the wrong. I was trying to explain to NuNu and Jen last night why I keep a carving knife in my room and I think they got the picture.

Gideon "told me off" on Saturday night and made me feel embarrassed and miserable and we spent Sunday in an oddly tense atmosphere until he went home.

Joy joy joy...