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Went looking at more rooms today. Saw a nice room in South Ealing with a lovely landlady - but can I really afford it? It's no more than I was paying at my previous place, and she is very nice. The room is brand new (as is the double bed), and it's only a 20 minute walk into Ealing. The others were quite nasty and left me feeling incredibly hopeless about being able to find somewhere to live. Mum was very encouraging when I got home by saying: " I don't know why you're bothering". Gee, let me think: sanity or savings sanity or savings? Whilst the money situation is good here (no rent at the moment), I've only been here two days and have had my toiletries stolen and my room invaded at 6.45am by my brother, who claimed he was "looking for nothing". You see why this is only a temporary thing. I'm worried that now I'm here that I won't get out again, just like last time. The situation is the same too. No work (well, part-time, which isn't enough to pay the rent), no self-confidence etc etc.
To whatever god (be you alien, amphibian, cat etc) who's listening" PLEASE GET ME SOMEWHERE NICE AND AFFORDABLE TO LIVE!
Went looking at more rooms today. Saw a nice room in South Ealing with a lovely landlady - but can I really afford it? It's no more than I was paying at my previous place, and she is very nice. The room is brand new (as is the double bed), and it's only a 20 minute walk into Ealing. The others were quite nasty and left me feeling incredibly hopeless about being able to find somewhere to live. Mum was very encouraging when I got home by saying: " I don't know why you're bothering". Gee, let me think: sanity or savings sanity or savings? Whilst the money situation is good here (no rent at the moment), I've only been here two days and have had my toiletries stolen and my room invaded at 6.45am by my brother, who claimed he was "looking for nothing". You see why this is only a temporary thing. I'm worried that now I'm here that I won't get out again, just like last time. The situation is the same too. No work (well, part-time, which isn't enough to pay the rent), no self-confidence etc etc.
To whatever god (be you alien, amphibian, cat etc) who's listening" PLEASE GET ME SOMEWHERE NICE AND AFFORDABLE TO LIVE!
