Sadsack

Due to an increasing amount of crap in my working life, I left work yesterday afternoon and went home to cry. Actually, I started crying on the 4th floor of work but composed myself and quietly slipped out. I was so angry and upset I thought it best just to leave as I didn't want to start screaming or throwing things, or even just collapsing in a snotty ball. Turns out I should have made my disappearance known to someone. So they can make make me stay at work when I've no wish to be there. To "talk through" things so they can make themselves feel better and convince me that this is all my problem, and nothing to do with them.

I saw the doctor this morning and she says I need some time off and some drugs. Not so sure about either really but I have prescriptions and doctor's notes anyway. Not that I've been thinking very clearly the past day or two, anyway. I don't know what to do at the moment. Having time off will allow me to think things through, I guess.