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2009-04-29 03:32 pm
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裸になったは何が悪い?

The past week has seen much discussion of the SMAP "cavort" across the Japanese media, who are equally as rabid, and perhaps more condemning, than the media in England.  If you click the link above you can read all about it.  I personally find it highly amusing that people clutch their metaphorical pearls about a drunk guy getting naked by himself in a park at 3am.  As the article itself states, his behaviour is hardly outlandish in comparison to pretty much any other pop star.  What I would like to see is the Japanese communications minister denouncing the men who go home drunk and abuse thier wives as "bastards", but I'm pretty certain he'd classify that as unworthy of his attention. 

Anyway, I've been attempting to engage my students on this subject, and actually managed to get a good discussion going on it last night.  Except that when I challenged them upon any of the stuff they had pretty much repeated verbatim from the press, I was met with silence and incomprehension.  This has happened before.  Another student was talking about how the North Korean media was biased against Japan because he had seen a documentary about in on NHK.  When I asked him if NHK was biased against North Korea he replied:  " But it's NHK", as though that alone would be enough to gaurantee their impartiality.  I'm quite sure that you are well aware of the danger of believing what you see and hear from the media, so I need not go on.  It just got me thinking about how ready people are to believe what they are told.  Particularly interesting on Japanese news shows is the incidental music playing in clips to help the viewer determine who the bad guy is.  Normally it's some kind of sinister synth music.

Anyway, I'm rambling. 

Other than that little highlight, I've spent the past week and half moping.  I've found that being on my own creates the tendency to brood on things and make myself angry, so I've been seeking out company.  Being at work keeps my brain busy, and allows for almost constant company, but it's when I get home at night and wake up in the morning that I feel pretty miserable.  Anyway, there's nothing to be done about it, so I'll just have to put up with it.

I got some photos back from my holiday.  The photo lab had a fit with my slide film, so much so that they put in a little note telling me about problems with fogging, of which I was already aware.  The sponge cushions inside my camera somehow came loose and got stuck to the inside of the film so when I took the film out, all of the pictures got more than a little bit of sunshine thrown down upon them.  Still it looks cool, when you can see pictures at all.  I'm tracking down a scanner so I can put some of these pics up for you all to see.  My slide film, despite a few "accidents" came out with some brilliant images which I hope look as good printed as they do on negative.

Today, BTW, is the first day of the Golden Week holiday.  It's gloriously sunny.  After going to bed at 3am and getting up at 8am, I attempted to remove more dust from my apartment, cleaned everything, and then cleaned myself.  Now everything is done, including a nice dose of yoga, I'm at a loss for what to do with myself.

And finally, I became a aunt this week after my sister gave birth to Louis George Lovelock who, despite his newborn- alien- like countenance, is pretty damn cute:

I've been showing him to everyone, which has resulted in many a  high-pitched sqeal of "かわいいいいいいい!”  Everyone calls him "Louis-kun". "Kun", if you don't know, is added on to boy's names as a term of endearment. 

As for the kanji at the top of this entry, and as Louis might say himself:  "What's wrong with being naked?"

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2008-12-08 06:26 pm
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I may have been some time...

It seems like a good while since I actually made a proper post about anything other than what my favourite colour is, or what kind of mythical creature I may be. I'm not going to promise one now. More a brief summary.

Firstly, I guess some apology for the absence of excitement going on here. I left you hanging with the "getting kicked out of the gym" story, but you're gonna have to wait. One of the reasons I've been quiet for so long is that I have been frantically studying for my Japanese exam for the past couple of months. It took place yesterday, and as I walked out of the university building back to the train station a considerable weight was lifted from my hunched shoulders. I've spent much of the past couple of months trying to get verb and adjective conjugations into my head, along with some kanji, and the pesky katakana which still continues to evade my brain despite looking at the damn stuff for over two years. The past two weeks I banned anything but Japanese books as train reading, and pretty much everything else got thrown to the sidelines as well. So, I am now determined to get back to some kind of normality. If my paycheck had been anything other than blisteringly disappointing this month, I would also be attempting to have some fun. But we can't have everything, can we?

The other reason for the silence and the hunched shoulders is the "slump" I've been having for the past month or two. Life alone and abroad has peaks and toughs, but I think this is the longest and deepest trough I've had to brave. I think it all actually began with getting kicked out the gym, and since then I've been feeling rather defensive and grouchy about everything. I don't wish to trivialize it, as it's not really very funny having to get up in the morning and immediately deal with a barrage of abuse from my own brain; nor do I want to be dramatic, as I'm not exactly about to throw myself in front of the next Keikyu Line train either (though I am tempted to get myself a shotgun and take out some old-ladies on bicycles). That's why I made the post a few days ago asking for someone to remind me about some good stuff. I've learned how to get myself out of these things, even if it does take me a while to realise what's going on. Anyway, thanks to the TWO people who could think of something nice. You reminded me of a couple of things I'd forgotten about, so I'll be taking that all on board.

As usual, I don't seem to have any money. Last month I saved 30000yen towards my emergency money fund (just in case I need to get out of Japan). However, last months' highly unusual paycheck, a whopping 40000yen more than this month, gave me a false sense of solvency which has been rudely squashed this month. (My friend in Nagoya, who also seems to never have any money, has it worse than me, though. She told me the other day that her weight goes up and down by half a stone every month depending on whether it's the start or the end, as this dictates how much money she has for food - and she has more money than me!). It sucks that it has to be December, when most people are partying hard and I need new things like socks, and new bed sheets and pillows. Maybe Santa will send me some stripey socks?

Anyway, given that I've been silent for so long I'm going to make you a list of things I need to tell you about:

1) Getting kicked out the gym
2) Going to Osaka and having a fabulous time in a forest
3) Some thoughts on books and films and music
4) Err, other stuff - like crazy people on the train, how much I hate old ladies, and why old men love me.

So I promise to get round to all that, as well as Xmas cards ASAP.

A nice thing to finish. I went to the bakery (which also has a huge coffee bean selection) near my house tonight, and after getting my loaf of bread sliced they gave me coffee for no other reason than that I was there. So I sat at a table surrounded by bread, coffee and Japanese crockery, and drank black bitter coffee out of a dainty little cup. Then they gave me calendar on my way out. I'm going there more often on a Monday night.